I’d been meditating for slightly over 10 years now. But it’s not often I write about it. Not because there wasn’t anything to write about, but because what I see and experience when sitting are hard to put into words. Only imagery, metaphors, visualisations and poetry work in this space. And so here it is:
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The ego
Is but a petty, little man
Behaving like a child
Screaming, pounding, crying
Throwing tantrums
In between your ears
Just so to get your attention;
to be pacified;
to be satiated…
momentarily.
But if you would simply
not react and just look; stare!
watch his antics,
observe his manners.
And soon enough
the little man would
become ashamed and embarrassed
And finally slink away quietly
To leave you in peace.
Then it starts to quiet.
Little by little, the silence grows.
Till only the sounds of your breath remains
Like waves lapping upon the shore,
again
and again…… and again.
Wave after wave.
Rising and subsiding.
Arising and passing.
Upon the throne of the Breath,
the Mind sits.
Down comes a flower, floating with the wind.
And
without adornments nor stains;
in the absence of repulsion and awe,
the Mind apprehends the
whimsical blossom
as it really is.